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Always there
You're always there,
No matter what happens,
There you stand,
Right beside me,
Through wind and rain,
Even the strongest of storms,
With harsh winds and dark clouds,
Won't pull you far away from me,
A friend who stands by me,
So I am never alone.
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Literature
Measure of love
How much do I love you?
It's impossible to say,
How can I measure love at all?
Love isn't quantifiable,
Such a feeling is far too great,
It can't be measured or weighed,
With a scale or tape measure,
Nor could you ask for,
A spoon or cup full of love,
As feelings can't be bound,
By mere numbers and measurements,
With love, such logic does not apply.
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Literature
Thirst
I drink in all you have to say,
As easily and smoothly as air,
With a thirst to know more,
A thirst which can never be quenched,
You're a fountain of sweet water,
A breath taking spring,
After a walk through the scorching desert,
A walk which was all worthwhile,
Just to reach you.
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Literature
Inspiration
Why do you inspire me so much?
Inspiration blooms like a flower,
So sudden and unexpected,
Allowing me to create,
With an urge, a need, to write,
How do you make my creativity flow?
Like a gentle stream of words,
Straight onto my page with ease.
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Literature
Heavy heart
A smile on my face,
And a frown in my heart,
It feels so alone,
No one sees my heavy heart,
And I don't want them to,
But when I speak to you,
My heart lifts,
Feeling so light and carefree,
How could I do anything but smile?
When I'm with you.
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Literature
Hold me
Hold me tight,
And kiss me goodnight,
Whisper in my ear,
So I have no fear,
Hold me close,
And say you love me the most,
Kiss me and be gentle,
Because you're special.
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Literature
Door of my heart
For most the little door of my heart,
Is firmly closed,
Locked tight and bolted,
Chained shut out of fear,
A few tried to force it open,
But it remained closed,
But for you,
The door swings open without even a touch,
Unlocked by my trust for you,
As I know you are nothing to fear,
So you can make yourself at home,
Deep in my heart.
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Literature
Important to me
You're so important to me,
More than you'll ever know,
More than all the stars in the sky,
Their brightness is dull in comparison,
Or the waves in the sea,
You're more calming by far,
Or the music which dances through the air,
Your voice is all I need to hear,
Or the world of literature,
I learn much more from you,
There are so many reasons why,
You're important to me.
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Literature
Within a dark heart (not my poem)
the demon rise again
hunger for more to gain
you're waiting for me to come
aware of all that I said and done
I approach you with fire in my mind
feeling the lust burning inside
the darkness in my heart grow
and it's aiming for you to blow
and within temptation and thrill
you did it and gave my demon his fill
he's shocked beyond reason
feeling fear and confusion
is this what it feels like to cross the line ?
to feel hell of a different kind ?
I'm confused I'm lost with no words
my heart beat a different song
one that only heard when I'm fallen way below
something I don't know
you're still standing , you're still talking , and the demon feel broken
is this pain or pleasure ?
is this love or madness gone bigger ?" I asked ?
" are you angry from my act ? "
you said " no ... but I am rather surprised
embarrassed but pleased at the same time  "
the demon is gone now , but my heavy breaths remain
" you are beautiful ... that is why I'm so insane
people may tell you that you look plain
bu
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Literature
What I love
There are moments,
Precious little moments,
When you say something,
Which makes me smile involuntary,
And I think to myself,
That's why I love you,
When you say these things,
You don't seem to notice,
That what you say is special,
And how it makes me feel,
Because no one else talks like you do.
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Literature
Flaw
Everyone has a problem or flaw,
Some can be resolved,
Grown out of,
With difficulty or ease,
But some have no resolution,
They don't need one,
People need to accept their flaws,
To be content with themselves,
And truly happy.
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Literature
I love you
I find myself wanting to say,
I love you,
Each time we speak,
Over and over again,
Until you're fed up of hearing it,
But even then,
You'll never know just how sincere my words are,
Or how much I love you.
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Literature
Let go
I'll let go if that's what you need,
If you happen to find another,
I'll be happy for you,
I'm not a vicious bird of prey,
Who's talons dig into your flesh,
Reluctant to release you,
I'm just a girl who holds your hand,
But why won't you let go?
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Literature
Strong and weak
The strong can protect the weak,
Watch over and guide them,
Like guardian angels,
Ensuring that no harm comes to them,
Keeping them safe,
Or the strong can crush them,
Prevent the weak from growing,
From becoming strong themselves,
They oppress the weak,
Abusing their strength,
To protect or oppress,
It's the strong's decision to make.
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Literature
Love and roses
Are roses truly like love?
Both are sweet,
Beautiful and desirable,
But sometimes painful,
However no rose lasts for long,
Their fragrance will fade with time,
All roses must wither and die,
But love doesn't need to be like this,
Love can be long lasting,
Eternal, powerful,
Love is worth more than a rose.
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Literature
Another's eyes
Look through another's eyes,
Their outlook on the world,
What do they see?
How do they see me?
I look at myself from their point of view,
A pair of eyes which aren't my own,
A different perspective,
An outsider's view,
But I don't like what I see,
I don't like it at all,
What I see is a pointless person,
Passive,pathetic,what a waste,
Who doesn't do anything significant,
Everyone's lives would be just the same,
If I had never existed,
But maybe that view will change with time.
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Vendetta - 10
“R…Ryuk!!  What are you doing here?” L managed after a few moments to get over his shock.
“I was checking out the human world, haven’t done it in a while, and the notebook kind of called out to me.  I thought Light was back on his game.” He answered as he landed in front of L.  “Imagine my surprise at finding you about to use it instead.”
“I’m not going to use it and neither is Light.  He’s going to give up ownership or I’m destroying it, so you can go back to where you come from.” L told him as he walked out of the door and back to the elevator.
“Where’s the fun in that?” Ryuk asked walking thru the door to follow him.  
“None.  I want it and you out of his life for good,” L told him as the elevator moved.  “And I’d appreciate it if you’d go away.” He added as the doors opened and others entered the elevator.
“How
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Vendetta 9
“Watari…what have you done?” Light asked as he held Light against him.
“Protecting you,” Watari said simply as he walked over, “I warned you Light, that I would do whatever I had to do to protect him.”
“You crazy bastard…” Light seethed between clenched teeth, “I can’t believe you did this
“I know what I was doing, it’s a clean shot, thru and thru, minimal damage, just enough to stop you for a while,” Watari answered helping L get him up. “Let’s get him to your room, I can clean and dress the wound.” Light groaned in pain as L put his arm around him.
“Lean on me, Light,” he said, “I’m sorry…"
“You’re not sorry!” Light snapped, “All you had to do was agree to give me my notebook and this would have never happened!”
“I’m sorry this happened,” L told him as they got into the elevator, “But I’m
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You're always there,
No matter what happens,
There you stand,
Right beside me,
Through wind and rain,
Even the strongest of storms,
With harsh winds and dark clouds,
Won't pull you far away from me,
A friend who stands by me,
So I am never alone.
How much do I love you?
It's impossible to say,
How can I measure love at all?
Love isn't quantifiable,
Such a feeling is far too great,
It can't be measured or weighed,
With a scale or tape measure,
Nor could you ask for,
A spoon or cup full of love,
As feelings can't be bound,
By mere numbers and measurements,
With love, such logic does not apply.
I drink in all you have to say,
As easily and smoothly as air,
With a thirst to know more,
A thirst which can never be quenched,
You're a fountain of sweet water,
A breath taking spring,
After a walk through the scorching desert,
A walk which was all worthwhile,
Just to reach you.
Why do you inspire me so much?
Inspiration blooms like a flower,
So sudden and unexpected,
Allowing me to create,
With an urge, a need, to write,
How do you make my creativity flow?
Like a gentle stream of words,
Straight onto my page with ease.
A smile on my face,
And a frown in my heart,
It feels so alone,
No one sees my heavy heart,
And I don't want them to,

But when I speak to you,
My heart lifts,
Feeling so light and carefree,
How could I do anything but smile?
When I'm with you.
I've never written a journal before but i'm feeling a little depressed so i thought that it might make me feel a bit better. I don't even have a real reason to be depressed, apart from feeling  sort of alone. No-one cares anyway so it doesn't really matter. I probably sound sorry for my self, which is annoying because I don't like feeling sorry for myself, it makes me feel like i'm being selfish. I'm sorry if i do sound sorry for myself and if its annoying

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THANKS FOR THE WATCH
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Thanks for the watch :)
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Thanks for watch:happybounce: Hug 
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Thank you for the favourites. I'm glad you liked them. :D
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